Kahapon nagkakandaiyak ako sa galit at inis. I felt like I was being castigated for something that wasn’t my fault. I probably misunderstood the directions but I certainly didn’t fail on reminding the correct people of what’s not getting done. To think it’s not my department anyway.

Bottomline is lalo akong nagagalit dahil I was completely paralyzed. I sat there stupefied and accepting of what was to come – more definitions on the workload.

I was probably so stressed that on my allergy-clinic visit later that day, I got so dizzy I have had to lie down.

This morning I sent an invite for a different topic and one replied ” …I don’t mind staying if the (sic) is a good reason why this cannot be done at an earlier time, or even on a different day.”

This guy is normally sardonic. Ignore the fact that he comes in very early and leaves early (like me on some days). Why would I need to justify his presence in a meeting??? Normal people would just request the meeting to be moved. Point.

Last night I kept rolling over my head what I’m going to tell my boss. I’m done with the crap I’ve been given. I laid out the procedure but he can find another lackey. I offer no added value to be in the middle of it, and I am certainly not gaining anything from it. I have better get my shit sorted for what I am really supposed to do.

Ayan, sounds perfect kasi ilang beses ko na ulit sa ulo ko. Kaya lang bad mood sya ngayon, sabi nung twin partner nya. I guess I will wait until next week after the Board meeting.

Akala mo siguro ang tapang-tapang ko pero umid pala ako. Ewan. Kulang pa ko sa bayag.

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