22.Augelation
Hyper na naman ako the past three days.
A few weeks ago I was carrying this huge weight on my shoulders and now even with the grey skies and persistent rain, I feel like singing.
I feel like nothing can be better.
I know this sign. Elation.
Some people claim spending loads of money when they’re at this stage. Ako, I tend to party, not sleep, work a lot. My brain won’t stop working at night.
Minsan I would plead to hubby for some sleeping tablets. Often I’d be tempted to take two. One diazepam tablet wont work. But I restraint myself, baka mag-OD ako.
I know I can be a good company when I’m like this. I talk a million miles a second. I come up with brilliant jokes. I dance like crazy, I drink like an expert.
Then my energy gets sapped. I will feel deflated and defeated. I will want to cry and I will lose hope.
It’s a sick cycle.
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Hi Auee,
It’s great to see you back at blogging. Napa-blog hop at Holiday dito. Take care.
I wonder why you felt elated?
anyhow, I hope you’re calmed down a bit now and you’re taking care of yourself :-)
Are you still elated up to now?
Just take it easy, Auee and I hope everything is fine
Hi Auee.
I hope things are now back to normal. Too much of something is not really healthy.
Hi Auee! How are you? I hope you are well.
to you from me.
how are you now?