treading silent waters
Monday, August 18th, 2008Why do I have so much pent up rage? I try and try to de-stress and calm myself, but I find myself irritated by the most insignificant matters both at home and at work.
Ang hirap.
Kadalasan sobrang kapal nang balat ko di ako tinatablan nang parinig, nang bias or even straightforward kabastusan.
Other times, like today, I can’t help it. I find every remark stings me. I hear “later” as “no” and find myself gritting my teeth at the rebuff.
I wish, I wish, I wish I got barbed tongue, too. I wish the katarayan they say I possess is so true.
I wish I wish I could curl up in bed and hide under the covers. But every day, each day, I have to put on a mask of bravery and pretend everything is okay.
I am superwoman, an impenetrable fortress.
