Dumating na ang tulong na inaasahan namin. Siya na ang mag-aasikaso ng karamihan ng household chores na talagang di ko na nagagampanan. Aalalayan din naman namin syang mag-asawa pero at least yung day to day running ng bahay e di ko na pro-problemahin. At in around 5 months’ time, siya na ang magiging nanny ni bebe.

Malalagay na sa government sponsored preschool si bebe by September. 3 hours sya dun then the rest of the time si tita na titingin sa kanya. When that happens, she doesn’t have to tinker around the house as much. We’ve told her that the reason we ‘hired’ her is to have someone look after bebe when he moves to the local school.

Ilang araw pa lang naman sya pero yung burdened feeling talagang nawala na. Di ko nga alam na ganun ako ka-anxious pala but in the 2 days I’ve been back to work, for the first time in 2 years, parang mas relaxed ako. Relaxed ang isip ko na safe ang anak ko, relaxed ang isip ko na di ko kelangang magmadaling umuwi etc etc.

Siempre may nagging feeling pa din na baka mamaya pakitang tao lang ito. Baka mamaya saktan nya si bebe when they’re alone, etc etc. Pero I believe God will protect my son. And of course, vigilant naman ako. Still I pray daily & nightly na “she” is the one na nga.

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